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fanaa
Mood: In love | Date: 08.05.06 | Views: 107 | Comments: 1
subhaan allaah subhaan allah subhaan allah
subhaan allaah subhaan allah subhaan allah

chaand sifarish jo karta hamari deta woh tumko bata
sharm-o-haya pe parde gira ke karni hain hamko khata
zidd hain ab toh hain khud ko mitana hona hain tujhmein fanaa
chaand sifarish jo karta hamari deta woh tumko bata
sharm-o-haya pe parde gira ke karni hain hamko khata


teri adaa bhi hain jhonke wali chhu ke gujar jaane de
teri lachak hain ke jaise daali dil mein utar jaane de
aaja baahon mein karke bahana hona hain tujhmein fanaa
chaand sifarish jo karta hamari deta woh tumko bata
sharm-o-haya pe parde gira ke karni hain hamko khata

subhaan allaah subhaan allah subhaan allah
subhaan allaah subhaan allah subhaan allah
hain jo iraaden bata doon tumko sharma hi jaaogi tum
dhadakanen jo suna doon tumko ghabraa hi jaaogi tum
hamko aata nahi hain chhupana hona hain tujhmein fanaa
chaand sifarish jo karta hamari deta woh tumko bata
sharm-o-haya pe parde gira ke karni hain hamko khata
zidd hain ab toh hain khud ko mitana hona hain tujhmein fanaa
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Alone
Mood: Don't Know | Date: 03.01.06 | Views: 170 | Comments: 1
m afraid of being alone

i cheated on him and he'll never know

everyone thinks im a good, prepy kid. i actually have an extermly dark side that no one but me has ever seen.......

I love my ex and he doesn't even know. I wanted to tell him... I really did but what if he doesn't love me back. That and i am a state away now it couldn't work...right. That and i stole 300 dollars from my parents and are in trouble with defacs. Their bitches

God is dead

i don't believe in love anymore...my best friend is worried about me b/c i said that i can't see anyone ever wanting me and that i'm fine with that...i don't know why he's worried...oh, and fyi: he's the reason why i don't believe in love anymore...

yea, i liek her a lot. and i hear that she likes me, and i know that she likes me, but she still has a bf. and its drivin me crazy. i act like it doesnt really bother me too much, but it does. it drives me crazy. and he always calls her when im with her, and it drives me crazy too. and i liek her a lot...a really lot... a very much a lot. i like being with her, even if it is just for liek 20 mins. i liek everything baout her... teh way she smiles, the lil looks she does, when she lays on me, when we tickle each other, her kisses, her smell...everything! and shes not mine... yet!

she has the boy i want and it kills me

I hate my life, i'm such a mess. I wanna die, i'm so depressed.

Im a guy. I made out w/ my ex girl friend's brother while we were going out

Im nice to everyone, but under my fake smile, i think ur problems are stupid and immature. YES BITCH IM TALKING TO YOU, RIGHT THERE READING THIS NOW.

I love her.

i dont really think i like him!! but he likes me and im in love with someone else!! and hes ugly as shit!

I HATE BLACK PEOPLE!!!! They suck so bad!!!I ve always felt anger towards them!Sorry its just the way i am!!!

i cut myself 15 times on both arms =(

i dont eat anymore i cant sleep when i do i have the worst dreams you could ever imagine and i wake up and have to go to the bathroom but when i stand up i fall down and pass out i have pass out pills i have to take if i dont take them i pass out for a while i cut untill i feel pain which is usually the 4-5 time i stopped though i get dizzy a lot now


I laugh because you left me for a fat girl. Hope she doesn't smother you when she rolls over in her sleep.

I have a crush on a sophomore **im a senior** does he like me back is that sick I wonder?


I would have sex with THRICE if I had the chance, wouldn't you?

we still do things together, even thoguh we're broken up

I had sex with his brother.

I used him for fun, he wasn't any good & at first I thought he was using me but I knew by the first week he wasn't. We lasted a month.

Sometimes I think he thinks I don't love him, but I really do.

I <3 Zach.

im not sure which girl to go for....there are 3 really awesome and pretty girls that i would date

I'm seriouslly depressed about my life.

i dont want to have sex again till i am married. *i am a guy

I don't think she realizes how much i really do love her.

i like david alot but i might never be able to see him again..... and i want to tell him that im crazy about him....

The girl that I love is an absolute ...........

I know which one is hers and it kills me.

I have no clue whats going on with us and I'm scared that I love him and I'm gonna lose him. I'm scared that I might have fallen harder then ever before. I scared for my heart thats already breaking

I am still completely into him!!!! I know I shouldnt be!!! But every time I hear his name or see him I just think about how much I love him!!! But then also all the pain he put me through!!!

I'm in love with him, but she's in the way. He claims he loves her, but I know he doesn't. He loves me, but we can't be together.

I actually meant what I said when I said it and he'll never get it.

FUCK YO COUCH NIGGA !!!!!!!!!!!

i still like her even though we broke up...i think i'll always have a "thing" for her.....and their's this one girl that i have been liking for a LONG time but....she said she thought that she liked me back....but i guess we both thought we were growing apart now just recently she got a b/f. now im her "best guy friend" lol its ok..but idk, i still like her too...lol maby after it all "cools down" well talk or sumthin....she truly is one of my best *chick* friends (i have 2).

i still am madly in love with her but i dont think she will ever notice..........thats right i still cant get over you

I liked this guy and i thought things were going to really take off...but then we wouldnt talk for days at a time.But I just wanna be over him.But I don't know if I can.

I love her and what we had so now i contemplate suicide all day everyday but hide my feelings cuz i fuckin hate emo-ness.

I like girls. *I'm a female*

I think I'm falling in love with someone who I legally can't have...& its killing me

I like someone ALOT! I wish they would like me back, but who knows maybe they do.

I'm afraid that no one will love me like he did. . . even though no one seems to understand. I'm afraid to trust people and I'm scared to wind up alone. sometimes I dont even trust my best friends.

i'm scared i will end up like my mom

I love my boyfriend with everything I have. I want to marry him, but I'm scared to lose him.

I don't love him anymore and I want to break up.

I am scared of relationships. I've been hurt a few too many times! So I'd rather be a booty call! =(
I'm in love, but he couldnt be more clueless.

i wish i had confidence...but im overweight, and dont feel good about myself

Sometimes I think that maybe he does like me back.

I'm SO tired of being so sick and so alone, I can only be strong with my situation for so long before it begins to tear me up inside.. it seems like things never get better, its just one downhill slope after another.

I am going on a mormon mission but I have had sex, drink, and smoke the green stuff

I'm beginning to fall in love with my boyfriend and I'm scared that he's going to hurt me like all the rest.

im in love with a rockstar. seriously.

i want to leave and never come back

I wish I was blind so I wouldn't have to see them together.

I'm glad they're breaking up.

I'm totally in love with my boyfriend, but I recently had to get one of my best friends approval of him. She met one of my other guy friends who likes me, and she would prefer that I go out with him then the person I'm with now. Now I don't know what I should do, or who I should be with.

ther is this girl that I like and haved liked her for a while now but i am 2 shy 2 tell her how I feel and I am affraid she wont like me and i will be embaresed...............man this suck ass

Okay so i like this guy...even though i barely no him!

theres a difference between black people and niggers and i dont like niggers so away with them, so im racist sue me

Im in love with a teacher at my school... and hes married with kids!

I sometimes wonder if he really does love her.

What she did is still killing me inside, but I hide it behind my laugh a minute personality.

I like him, but I know it is wrong to like him.

I'm in love with my best freind.

I'm also in love with my best friend, but I'm terrified that I'll lose him. I also get jealous everytime an ex of mine has a girlfriend, as though they should never love anyone but me and I hate myself for it.

I don't know if I'm really in love.

i like girls and stuff <3

im only with him because im scared to be alone.

I treat her like ........ for her to leave me but she tells her friends she's in love and takes it. Idiot. Leave! I AM NO GOOD FOR YOU!

I'm not happy Im just good at faking and he loves her not me.

i like 4 girls and i hate it becuz i cant have them all even tho they all go to different skools.

He hits me when I eat too much.

I am dyslexic.

When I eat it makes me feel disgusting.

I'm in love and its scaring me.

I think I'm crazy.

i cant pee straight

sometimes i drink and drive.

I'm in love with two girls, and they are both taken.

My sister is gay and that's the real reason she went to live with our dad.

i love her and she loves me.... she just doesnt know it

I Wish I Still Had Him Here With Me.

ur moms ugly.

I know this will be like everyone elses on here because everyone talks about dying...but I really want to. I know it is the cowards way out but I want to go. I'm afraid of my dad...he beats me...but I don't want to tell. I wish I was brave enough to pull the trigger that I held to my head last night. I think I'll cut my wrists but can't do it. I want to find help, but thats too hard. I just want to die, but I don't know what will happen once I do. Is there a heaven? Is there a hell? Does God exist?

i hate most of my family members


I love him, and hes taken~!!!!!!!

i like him. hes tall, wheres black glasses, we're friends, and he has dyed black hair.

if you guessed jordan, then yeah. your right.
in fact, i like two ppl. both i dont have a chance. and i dont care anymore.you guys should really just stop worrying what ppl might think of your 'secrets.' bc ppl dont react as crazy as you think. and the only reason why im telling all of you 462 ppl on myspace is that bc i dont care anymore. go ahead and gossip you little whores, go ahead it doesnt bother me. okay, im done, lol. lalalallalalalalallala okay, now lets pretend we didnt read this [:

I take people's pictures on myspace, and steal their identities by posting them as my made up character...I have taken three people so far...

He isnt here but I wish he was cause everything would be so prefect. I wish even the stories we told which he says are reality would actually happen. I love him... ALOT, hes my life!

I am in LOVE with my ex.. i dont think he loves me back though :.(

i have deep emotional issues

I regret everything I did to her and I wish I could take it back.

I still love him. I'm pretending to move on for the benefit of my friends and family.. "He's such a .........." I say.. *sigh* My best friend HATES him.. I've talked ........ about him to everyone, so now that he's being sweet again, and we're working some of our problems out, everybody already hates him. Thinking about moving closer to him.

I'm in love with my best friend.

i've taken naked photos for a guy friend i've known for a really long time

I want to love her but she won't let me.

sometimes i wonder if my friends are truely my friends or if i'm just a car ride.

all my friends are stupid bitches except like 5

I'm in love with my ex. He means the world to me even though I probably don't mean much to him. I don't think I meet up to my bestfriends standards, which kills me because she's my closest friend here...

My dad killed himself for me.

I think I love my best friends sister and he doesn't know it, but she feels for me too and we nearly did the do.

I love him.

Biting turns me on fo real .

I want to commit suicide im not joking she left me for him and I want to die.

i mastrubate at least 12 times a day i just cant help myself sometimes it begins 2 hurt but i just cant stop

I have alot, and its good to finally get them out..where no one will no who it is. 1) I doubt God's existence 2) I have a strong hatred toward my father 3) I have thought about suicide many times 4) I'm addicted to myspace 5) I cry when I listen to emo music 6) I can mask my feelings when I'm at school 7) My friends think I'm something that I'm not 8) I have wanted to run away 10) I'm 17 and haven't been kissed 11) True love is a lie 11) I'm dating someone who lives in another state, but I like someone here


I feel stupid because I'm a grade behind.

I'm commiting suicide; tonight.

I like him, but I don't know if he even likes me.

Im a guy and im in love with another guy, but this guy likes this girl, i would never dwag on this girl, but i know noone will love him as much as i do.... i could make him so happy if he'd only give me a chance

I want to grab her boobs so bad. They are the most perfect boobs I have ever seen.

I think i am fat but everyone says im not!!....i am gunna crash diet 4 a while i think!

i wish my boobs had better shape, and were bigger....

I am only acting when I say "I love you dad."

I'm to scared to go anerix,but i want too.

I'm in love with a guy that i told to go the ........ away.

I'm gay.

I like to go out on a lot of dates with different guys and then dump them for no reason so even though I wish I had a boyfriend.

if i wasn't scared to i would do drugs and be self destructive... and i wish i could be, but i is a chicken.

im finally in love, but sometimes im not sure if he loves me as much as I love him

HHAHAHA this is REALLY STUPID. WTF.


im scared to tell him how i feel, cause im scared we wont be the same & he doesnt feel the same way back.

I had the biggest .............. crush on her.

I don't give a ........ about anybody! Ha Ha Ha Ha

Lexi is my one and only.

I am moving out when I am 18 cause I will be gettin a tattoo an my tounge peirced!!!! boo you mom!!! ha ha ha

I love flat chested girls.

To be completely honest Im falling harder and harder for him each day. and im scared its never gonna work out.

I'm terrified to lose him.

I am bulimic. I used to puke up my food every day.

I wish I had a friend that sold a bunch of herion or something so that I can be real skinny.

he hits me.

I have slept with my bf 4 times an the 3 times I did I was only 15 an this one time I was 16 I know I am going to marry him but I cant help feel scared I will get caught...but I dont care anymore I love him an thats ALL that will EVER matter to me!!!!

My friend and I are cheating on our bfs, together, and were girls

I like my boy friend but I dont think I like him as much as I used to. I think im starting to like one of his friends, idk if its just a phase im having and if I will regret it if I break up with him. If its not just a phase, idk how to break up with him without it making him hate me and breaking our friendship? :(


People say he likes me, but I don't know what to believe.

I'm bi.

i think he loves me....PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU DO!!

I think about what it would be like if i weren't here anymore and no one has a clue.

I am going on a crash diet.. i cant help but think i am fat!

I love him but there is no way I can be with him forever. Too many differences on serious issues....but I want to be with him for as long as I can. I don't know if he can tell...I hope not cuz I do Love him! I don't know what I'd do if I lost him now....

I am in love with my boyfriend...but i really like my friend too. and i'm addicted to sex.

I don't know if I like him more than a friend

How many more signs do I have to send? I have the biggest crush on you, WOULD YOU PLEASE GET A CLUE AND ASK ME OUT!?

I hate my body, and I sometimes WISH I was anorexic.

Sometimes I get scared that he feels the same way about her as she does about him. He's my man and I don't want to lose him to her ugly ass.

I think skinny boys are so hot...

my man is the sexiest man alive!!!! but he doesn't think so!!!

I broke his heart and I feel awful. I still love him and sometimes I even forget that we're not together anymore. I still want to be with him, even though we don't get along. It hurts me to be together, and kills me to be apart. I don't know what to do. ANd I don't know how to tell him how I feel.

i wish i was anorexic

He has no idea how much i like him. ? we talk every day, i know he cares about me. but he says he "doesnt want a relationship right now." all my friends think he uses me for sex.. but i see the good in him. i just wish he saw the good in me... before its too late.

I'm in love with a girl that lies to me but I can't help but still love her.


SCOTTIE DOESNT KNOW



he killed himself so y cant i kill myself....i wish id have kissed him one last time....i wish i hadnt been a chicken in our relationship.... every bad thing people say about me is probably true.... i go to bed everynight and question y im still alive, y i have a good life, and wat bad physical thing is going to happen to me....this all isnt even half of my secrets, it would take up too much space to say them all....

i wish i was a model or an actress....not a damn lawyer like
everyone wants me to be

i wish i was skinny.....even tho my b/f loves me the way i am...

I cheated on my boyfriend

He's lied, used me, and lied again. But i still love him. and i can't stop myself.

I'm scared I'm going to fail at life!

I have a really big crush on him...I hope he doesnt know

i LOVE him SO MUCH!!!! i can't wait till i turn 18, so i can move in with the love of my life!!!

i fucked 1 of my best friends g/f while they were still goin out and gave her multiple orgasms but he still doesnt kno and he is still a virgin

i ? DAWSON :)

I miss my best friend more than anything in the world. We quit talking and im sick of being the one to always say sorry and get us back on track. My 16th birthdays coming up and if she hasnt apologized by then, then we'll never be friends again.

I'm still in love with my ex, but I'm not sure if I can get him back, he's a total idiot too. He doesn't know what he lost.

I'm a stupid little emo kidd.

im in love with my best friend but im afraid 2 tell her because im afraid it would ruin our friendship

I dont like my BOYFRIEND! I dont know why i even said yes to date him. i cant stand him. I HATE HIM I DONT LOVE HIM!

Me and my dad got into a fight...he lost his pinky

I slept with her husband and fell in love!

i want tattoos and piercings! but im not 18 yet!!

I made out with my sisters boy friend

I really need to lose some of this weight..remember high school? size 0? hell no, that doesnt go over this ass anymore. dammit to hell. oh yeah, well all know this is mine. hahah...<3 jaime

I go out of my way to hurt her feelings because of what she did. But I don't get anysatisfaction out of it, but I won't stop...I can't...she has to pay.

I have a severe anger problem that causes me to attack anyone who touches me. I can't stand to be hit and even when I am pushed I will start a violent fight. I hate authority and I just want to be left alone but also be cared about. My anger problem was created by my father who has beaten me my whole life. My mother stood around and watched before, now she participates. They say its spankings....but it hurts me so bad. Emotionally mostly. I'm afraid to have children in the future because I think I might beat them too. I'm also afraid of having a lover because I might hit them too.... My mother is apathetic about my life and it's destroying me. I honestly love and hate everyone I know. i have so many mixed feelings that people I adore, I despise the next moment. I want to go to a boarding school. I want to be alone, but when I am I hate it. I fought with my mother and I bruised her arm almost all the way up to the elbow. I hurt them too, but I just want to say... They started it. They are getting a divorce...finally.

im so incredibley afraid of commiting myself to one person. i back out of reltionships after 2weeks to a month in fear of becoming to attached to someone. and the last person i did that to, may have been somone i really loved? .... but even if he was, my selfish/shallow ways would have torn us apart

I am in love with a guy whom i've known practically my whole life and even worse i had a chrush on his brother

i lie every time i say "i love you"

I'm in love with him but he has a girlfriend.

i wish i could be strict enough on myself to get on a diet and excersize

i'm inlove w/ someone who is inlove w/ another girl that he complains to me about every time we talk...also ive had sex w/ 9 guys and i'm only 17..and i lost it when i was 16

i dont love him. the least bit.

I wish I was brave enough to kill myself!!

im in love with my best friend's boyfriend

Women can't stop lying to me! I ALWAYS find out but I NEVER tell them. Bitches!

I can't makeout with someone unless there's something going on in the backround...

So there's this guy...he's fat- and I still love him more than you.

I have alot... i am so afraid of loosing him. it would kill me if he left. my home life sucks.. somedays i wish i was dead. i dont really like these two girls who i used to call great friends.. and they dont even have a clue. im afraid of what people think about me, to a point where half the time im not myself. i am overly jealous and it sucks. im in love with a boy that lies to me about stupid things but i cant help that i am in love with him. i dont really like listening to people problems because half the time they are over reacting but i get mad when they dont listen to me. most the time i am selfish. sometimes i think he's just "in it to win it" in fact im pretty sure of it. i wish people would stay out of my business and get over the fact him and i are together.. i cant help who i fall in love with.

Why am I always the fuck buddy?

i want him back but he dosent want me

I Don't Eat Anymore :)

i dont like my little sister

im afraid of being alone(without that special someone)

I killed a bunch of people once.

he use to be mine, but now i cant let go...

I'm in love with my best friend....but's she's 21...I'm 16.

theres a lot. 1. i honestly hate my whole family sometimes. 2. i feel lonely ALL the time. 3. i wish he wanted me back. 4. i wish people would stop assuming things about me because more than half of the things they say arent true. 5. i want to drop out of school, i hate it and i hate having to see everyone with thier stupid boyfriends and girl friends all over eachother all the time. 6. whys he with my best friend. 7. ive thought about suicide many times. 8. i wish i had the patience to loose weight. 9. i honestly hate myself.

no matter who im with im still lonely. and im so sick of not being noticed no matter what i do to stand out. i just feel so depressed all the time and i dont know why. and i still love her and i think about her all the time even thow i know i can never have her agian

People think that it doesnt affect me, they say shit thinkin its a joke when in actual reality it tears me apart, leave me the fuck alone its who I am!!!

altogether i have lost 25 lbs and need to lose more icant stand to look at myslef nemore esp.. since spring break is comen up and we are going to florida

I am a 17 yr old virgin and I am afraid to lose it to the wrong person



GOD IS ALIVE!!!!!



i still think its my fault. i beg her to forgive me every time i visit her grave.

i cheated on him...and he has yet to find out

I need to get away from him but i dont know how i cant stand the things he does to me...

my heart is broken because of *him* <33

i'd rather die then become my mom!

i miss him and i dont think he's every coming back
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Naughty
Mood: Full of Life | Date: 03.01.06 | Views: 144 | Comments: 1
It's your first time. As you lie back your

muscles tighten. You put him

off for a while searching for an excuse, but he

refuses to be swayed as he

approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you

shake your head bravely.

He has had more experience, but it's the first

time his finger has found

the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver;

your body tenses; but

he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks

deeply within your eyes

and tells you to trust him - he's done this many

times before. His cool

smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him

;more room for an easy

entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,

but he slowly takes his

time, wanting to cause you as little pain as

possible. As he presses

;closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give

way; pain surges throughout

your body and you feel the slight trickle of

blood as he continues. He

looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too

painful.Your eyes are

filled with tears but you shake your head and nod

for him to go on. He

begins going in and out with skill but you are

now too numb to feel him

within you. After a few moments, you feel

something bursting within you and

he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to

have it over. He looks

at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a

chuckle; that you have been

his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience.

You smile and thank your

dentist. After all,it was your first time to have

a tooth pulled.

Naughty, !

What were you thinkin' ?



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None
Mood: In love | Date: 03.01.06 | Views: 126 | Comments: 1


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